[topical motion]
i sit and stare blankly at
the wall ahead of me
trying hard not to let this thought be
so goddamn upseting
that there
must
be some key factor that i lack
to keep you from
returning
my love for you back

well thats fine with me, ok not really
you know me, im just
always dealing
but one day you will awake
at dawn
with a sinking feeling, and find
me gone
i wonder
what
you'll think right then
as the reality of it starts
sinking in
will you be secretly happy, relieved
at best
place my picture amongst all the rest
or will your heart
sink,
maybe shed a tear even
that one regret: what could have been.